wondervan

up and away,

2009-01-24T22:10:00.000-08:00

hmm new year eve :D
time for a new life, and put the past behind me.
moving on to a new phase.

record broke.

2009-01-22T10:41:00.000-08:00

just acia's the new hang out place :D

2008-12-31T10:42:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

lead me to your heart,

2008-12-27T10:54:00.000-08:00

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth Just like a rose

:D

2008-12-06T09:25:00.000-08:00

service today was cool
and the verses were great.
i think god somehow spoke to me quite personally.

yup.

siblings camp.

2008-12-05T04:29:00.000-08:00

CIP at awwa

super spirit presents: faci shorty momo and faci piggy1801 :D

puppet show put up by our group.

yup. me and jen were the facilators for the group super spirit.
it'll be deeply etched in my heart.
this experience.

faci kit. my good friend. :D

companion of the day.

the facis' masterpiece :D

GO faci piggy1801 and faci shorty momo :D

when i think.

2008-12-04T03:52:00.000-08:00

when i think about the lord,
how he saved me, how he raised me,
how he filled me with the holy ghost,
how he healed me to uttermost.

when i think about the lord,
how he picked me up,
and turn me around,
how he place my feet on solid ground.

it makes me wanna shout,
hallelujah, thank you jesus.
lord you're worthy of all the glory,
and all the honor, and all the praise.

hosanna.

2008-12-02T07:57:00.000-08:00

like still water, my life remains mundane.
and the same routine goes on and on.
it's like i'm stuck in this dreadful cycle.
i need a break through.
YES, A BREAK THROUGH.

though everything seems bleak to me now.
perhaps my heart's immune now.
to traumas, fear and sadness.
god, i really yearn for your comfort.

fill my heart with serenity, peace and joy.
fill my heart with your presence.
that space in my heart will always be yours.
so i'll wait on you, my best friend.
then, i'll see your will be done and your kingdom come.

lead me to the cross.

2008-11-30T05:00:00.000-08:00

everything's coming to an end soon. real soon.
i really want a new start. but this ain't good.
seriously, it aint good.

lead me to the cross,
where i feel your shoulders and comfort.
where peace and serenity fills my heart.
cause in the chaos and confusion
you're still as soverign as ever.
so i'll come to you with child like faith.
believeing in you always.

don't give up.

2008-11-29T16:00:00.000-08:00

1S22's splitted. how sad. really missed those times spent with my friends in there. it's like a dream, shortlived yet filled with memories. perhaps, things will get better in time to come. time to end those sad stuff.

it's always good to move on. new curriculum regime, new syllabus, new people, new class, new tutor. yep. and really wanna thank god for everything.

a rush of emotions.
how nice if things were to remain the same. :(

did evangelism on thursday. was quite cool. peter truong's cool.
yeah. my first time out on street doing survey. thanks to thosewho guide me along :p

Don’t wanna walk this road alone
Cause I know You are
The best of me

And I won’t do it on my own
Cause in You
I found my destiny

The road is long
The valley’s deep
The ocean’s wide
In front of me

But God saved the day
Jesus You’re the way
The truth, the light, the hope for all mankind

大家好(:

2008-10-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

大家, 今天是华文A 水准考试.
要加多点油哦
别紧张, 要镇定.
好好儿审题哟!

祝愿大家都能考到理的成绩.
大家冲啊 :)

:DDDDDDD

time machine.

2008-10-28T21:51:00.000-07:00

i need some time by myself,
without anybody else,
i just need to unwind in my time machine.

far away and i'll be ok.
i just need your presence lord. (:
and it'll never be the same again.

it's gonna be chinese A levels tomorrow.
gonna mug like crazy again.
but this time.
so many passages and chinese words.
it's killing me.

bleah.

praise the lord (:

2008-10-22T18:12:00.001-07:00

hi all. everything's finally coming to an end. woohoos.
really wanna thank god for bringing me through exams and difficult times. (:
and yeah.
after OP, everything will end and everyone will be busy again.

so yeah, enjoy guys and see ya soon :D

phone crash.

2008-10-17T22:38:00.000-07:00

no more living in self denial.
i'll make the best outta these shit.

(:

oh and my phone just died on me again :(
guess it just didn't much like its master. oh well.
everything's gonna be finalised on thursday.

and it seems like i'll have to spend the holiday studying for the retest.
oh god, keep me away from temptations.
scary it may seem but i'm not the very least disheartened.

drugs.

2008-10-15T07:22:00.000-07:00

have been popping pills into my mouth since yesterday. totally horrible.
system gone haywire, aftermath of the pills.

apologies to shepherd. Really sorry, your sheep here super blur :p
shepherding was off cause i went to school late.

pwed and lunch and pwed again.
drats, this vicious cycle.

chinese A level coming up.
all the best (:

god's good all the time

2008-10-14T10:39:00.000-07:00

did some skinning since i've decided that my blog needed some making up. results given back and bwah, it's simply atrocious, but it ain't my fault. my mind's not conditioned for exams, freaking serious. really hate doing papers in air conditioned room. well, i can daringly say i flunked all my subjects with great pride(: and huiqi's nice enough to console us all even when she's got tons to do. THANKS ALOT. anyway, through god's grace, i managed to pass econs (:

i'm gonna look on the bright side :) no more worries, nothing. i'll live a happier life like that. i guess? sometimes reality tends to hurt so much that people feel like giving up. but i know that God will always be there for me, preparing my way for me and guiding me. so why fear :) i really wanna be a good testimony and that means i'll have to stop skipping school and do well for my tests and exams. not only that, i'll have to change my attitude towards people around me. no more jealousy, no more anger, no more irrespectfulness.

and i guess SR's gonna have 500 retainees end of this year. too shocking a news, but it's true, substantiated and proven (:
anyway, shepherd's right, everything boils down to foundation.
no point promoting when my foundation's so so weak.
so i'll request for retain :D

anyway, life's been a mundane one.
gonna add some spices to my life after chinese A levels (:
meanwhile, all mug hard yo :D

yay! and i'm meeting up with shepherd for our long lost shepherding sessions :D woohoos. super excited hehe. pw today's gonna be cranky. rahh. loads of work to be done on the wr and op presentation slides.
gonna fast and pray with huiqi today (: hopefully we'll please god with our faith and sincerity.really want everything to change. i'm not very happy with the way things are right now. but i'll try my very best to adapt to it and hopefully, i can make it.

oh, some outdated things.
class dinner at chomp chomp last friday. had quite a good time with my cliques (: though it was suppose to be a class gathering.
calories intake gonna be BOOM :P
i guess i'll need a good workout after this.

So Long.

2008-10-12T01:42:00.000-07:00

There is a great deal of depression that has overtook my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes,
more and more depression.

I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself,
I always lose the fight

I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.

Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!

Love,Your Child

all i am, in your hands.

2008-10-05T04:33:00.000-07:00

life's a chore. it always is.
i've always wonder what makes a person perfect.
can't seem to get the answer anyway.
really can't.
i know i've been foolishly stupid. but that's me.
can't change it overnight, can i?

make up physics paper tomorrow.
hopefully, i can make it and promote to jc2 next year.
really want to.
it's no point getting into a college and get kicked out a year after.
really make no sense and it's just a waste of time.

all i can do now,
is to study hard and do my best in everything.
and leave it all to god.

falling on my knees in worship
giving all i am to seek your face
lord all i am is yours

my whole life i place in your hands
god of mercy, humble i bowed down
in your presence, at your throne.

i called,
you answered,
and you came to my rescue.

excess adrenaline.

2008-09-26T22:04:00.000-07:00

hi all.
ok, worst birthday ever. stupid chem paper had to ruin my mood :(
but anyway, it all started with my mum wishing me bad luck when the sun wasn't even up.
i know it was unintentional, but it somehow affected me. :(
yeah 25th september 2008 sucks :(

anyway, yesterday was fun :D
and i really enjoyed the quality time spent with you guys!!.
thanks guys. rock on!
:D

mama mia's a good catch, real good. certainly feels good to listen to abba once in a while. afterall, it's been really long since i've last step into the cinema. so yeah. it's good to enjoy after all those mugging sessions ya :)

anyway, i really appreciate you guys. thank god for his blessing :D

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for the place to go
Where they play the right music, getting in the swing
You come in to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the musics high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
Youre in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet,
only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, dig in the dancing queen.

oh lord, i pray that you'll bless me in my walk with you and may my relationship with you grow stronger and stronger. i pray that you'll soften my parent's heart and change their perspective towards christianity. i pray that everyone lives harmoniously and healthily. i pray that you'll grow me in faith and in spiritual wise, for you say it is impossible to please you without faith. i pray that you'll add wisdom unto me for you say that " if any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him"[james1:5] ( deb sent me this :D)i pray that you'll shape me into what you want me to be and that i will not fall short of your standard and lastly, i pray that people around me will live in your blessing and get to know more about you, and that NYSR cg will grow as a whole. in jesus name i pray, amen!.

drats, now that promos is over and just as i thought i can lay hands on those tempting box of magnum ice cream... this has to happen. what a right time.

he's so real.

2008-09-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

ionic equilibria test was a total disaster and guess what, a u for chem equilibrium test. how pathetic. oh ya, i was so totally horrified by my maths differentiation test results. 4/15.

gonna work hard.

skipped school today for some reasons which i don't wanna mention. freaking annoying. but something good did happened today which i really felt god's love for me and how he can make things right, like what they said during the prayermeet, god first change our heart then the situation. so damn true.i really wanna love and serve this god who love all earthlings like his own. he's so noble isn't it? (:

it was lucky that my dad came. he was so much more understanding. yep and i just found out that my sis went to city harvest. which i think is a good thing la. it's like at least she's got the ticket to heaven. but hope church is definitely so much better :D but one thing i don't really like about her is her attitude and yeah, she loves sabotaging people, that's for sure.

anyway, i guess when things fails, that's when god's love for us is made known (: and now, i'm really so motivated to be a good testimony for god :D the amount of love he shower us with is really beyond description.

really love this verse my shepherd shared with me :D
thanks shepherd!!
you never fail to encourage me :D
here it goes :

romans8:37

No, in all things we are more than conquerors through HIM who loved us.

a really short, but yet encouraging verse :D and seriously, i really love the CG to bits.

i shall mend my ways, repent and seek you.
i shall change for the better.
oh and another thing, i love debbie's post la.

that's all folks.

ICE CREAM ((:

2008-09-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

THANKS HAIRIANDY (:

OH AND, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE MAGNUM ICE CREAM HAHA. WHO DOESN'T :P

the start of the battle.

2008-09-08T17:38:00.000-07:00

weeets, blog finally done.
gonna rush down to serangoon to mug with jennifer.
differentiation test tomorrow and i don't even know a single shit about differentiation.
HOW GREAT.

PROMOS.

2008-09-08T00:08:00.000-07:00

hi all, me back from mugging yo, and damn, promotional exams in just 13 days !!
but it seems like i don't feel a thing about the exams. the only thing i'm worried about is whether or not i can stay in the college.
anyway, jen taught me differentiation. thanks man! (:
hopefully, i can do well for my differentiation test tommorow. it's really important aye,
CA's 20% of promos overall grade, so gotta work hard since my previous CAs ain't that fantastic. :((
i've gotta put in losta efforts to try to salvage those pathetic CA scores of mine. but yeah, hardwork will definitely pay off and and and, most importantly,

god will never fail those who trust in him and puts in their best in everything they do ((: hehe. so trust in the lord and he shall guide me through these tough and difficult times. ;D

ok, that's all folks (: